Getting back to my back to school anxiety, I have really been nervous about Zach going back to school for all the reasons mentioned above but also for selfish reasons. I will be left alone with the toddlers! YIKES! And I will just plain ol miss Zach's company. Someone to talk to during the day. Let me rephrase that, someone who understands what I am saying when I talk. LOL I have been wondering WHY I feel so anxious when Zach did go to school last year - and I was fine. Then it finally hit me - I wasn't alone last year!!!! Scott worked 2nd shift and was home during the day! So, my anxiety is coming from the fact that I really will be left alone. How silly!! MOST of my twin mommy friends out there in blog land are alone with their twins every day. I don't know how you do it! You are awesome! Really, I only have 4 hours to find something to do before nap time. Breakfast is 1st thing and then lunch is prior to nap so there are 2 things already! I bought the twins' their 1st crayons, so we can try some drawing. We can go for a walk on the path. Play in the moonbounce. Play in the play room. Watch Sesame Street. I guess we will be doing the same things we have been doing, just without Zach. I know Brandon and Faith will wonder where Zach is when they wake up tomorrow. Faith usually finds Zach right away and says "hi" over and over! Sooo cute:)
Hope you have a wonderful first day of school Zach!